If you have been paying attention- I started a trilogy back on 01.01.2018- a three year (book) plan to change my life and the person I am.
2018- Mass Evolution
The plan in 2018 was to change the way I ate and looked at food and I’ve accomplished that- while it will be a life long journey, I have a decent handle of why I eat the things I do/did and how I look at food- MACROS, exercise and everything that is in that area of my life. Exercise has become a routine that I just do and while I’m still struggling with “cheating” and bad food addiction, I’m continuing to understand those triggers and how to fight them.
The first book is coming to an end and the second book- 2019- Missing Link- is getting ready to start. I need to start focusing more on other things in my life like spending too much money, buying too many “things” and being more positive in my daily life. I think this will be way harder than the first book and I have to continue forward with all the stuff I learned in 2018.
I find myself getting depressed or angry over stupid things and I need to focus on that- it’s just not a great way to live. I spent too much time seeking out the negative when I should have been seeking out the positive- and when I can’t find the positive- I need to BE the positive. I’ve done a decent job of that for the last 8 years through Commons4Kids but I need to do it more in my day to day stuff.
2019 is going to be full of doing what I love and being happy- I don’t care if I’m good at it or anyone ever sees it- if it makes me happy and I enjoy it- I’m doing it.
I have no artistic talent but I’m doing sketch cards- I suck at video games but I’m playing them…I’m writing more yet my grammar has never been badder. (;P)
If I find that I enjoy setting on the kitchen table and staring out the window for hours at a time- I’m going to do it.
I’m moving negative out of my life and I’ve slowly been doing that over 2018 but I’m really going all in during 2019.
I will fail. I will hit sad, angry or just depressed moments but I’ll get through them. I’ll have cheat days, I’ll gain weight but I’ll recover from them. I’ll “fake it til I make it”…but I will make it.
Maybe I’ll become a “life coach”…
”Give me $20 and I’ll tell you to do better.”
Love, Peace and Sharkyness