I have a pretty decent ego honestly and I do think highly of myself and believe everyone should do the same…however…I do hate how I can’t control my relationship with food from time to time.
I don’t dislike that I’m fat so much as that I literally lose control and can’t seem to get a handle on it. I dislike the fact that food has so much power of me that I can tell myself “NO NO NO “ in my head while literally eating a package of Oreos.
The fact that I’m addicted to sugar/carbs and bad food in general and the fact that I have to try to beat it on my own.
I dislike that I have literally wasted an entire year (more like 40) just starting and failing…over and over and over again.
However, I do LOVE that I continue to start and never give up- even after, literally, hundreds of failures….almost daily failure really…I still wake up motivated and start off on the right track and don’t give up.
Today is Day 3 back on track…again…and hopefully this time is the time it sticks and I’m successful again…and if it’s not, I’ll get up tomorrow and try again.
Love, Peace and Sharkyness