Lost At Sea
I literally learn something new everyday- I’ll never forget a few years ago, I was having a conversation with someone and I told them what misanthropy meant and they got pissed off at me and told me that I acted like everyone else was a child and that I had to explain things and then deleted me on social media.
Continue readingThe Journey Continues
You ever see those commercials or pill bottles that promise you can lose 10 lbs in a week?
Continue reading2023 Came Early
I love Christmas…and along with that comes all the “once a year” foods like those bagged sugar cookies, chocolate fudge and sugar filled peppermint mochas- I’m basic AF!
Continue readingGain of 15
Up 15 lbs over the last couple of months- it’s not easy to admit that but it really amazes me that the gain is that low.
Continue reading6 Month Update
In order to make the weeks work- my 2nd 6 months starts on the morning of Saturday October 22nd and goes to the morning of Saturday April 29th – this is actually an extra week….ONLY because my 3rd 6 months is a week (and a day) shorter…but put them together and you have a year from today.
Continue readingRecalculate
When it comes to weight loss- I’m all about goals and always working towards the next one.
Continue readingThe Power of Pizza

Yesterday, I was in the single worst place an addict can be- alone. Not just alone though but alone with money. I’m not writing this to brag, but I have very little debt and I’ve worked my ass off to get great credit, so I have a ton of “available” credit- as in credit cards…and that isn’t always a good thing.
Continue readingThe True Weight Loss Journey

I’ve said it a million times but I’m pretty sure I’m bi-polar…the ups never stay, and I’ve crashed down once again.
Motivations in non-existent.
Continue readingMany Weight Loss Help Programs Are Actually The Opposite
While trying to find resources for my food addiction, I’ve discovered only ignorance.
With most of the “help” I’ve found out there, as with AA type programs, they are simply used to promote personal religious beliefs.
Continue readingDaily Relapse
Not all fat people are addicted to food- some folks are just chubbier or overweight.
Continue readingI Am The Center of The Universe
Where’s My Reward?

My entire childhood was built on a reward system and that rewards was almost always food.
My mom would win at bingo or pawn a ring to take me out to a pizza buffet because it was cheap and I could get full- I was a fat lil kid.
Continue readingWeight Loss Timeline
Numbers drive me crazy- especially when it comes to weight loss.
I created a chart based on my weight loss of 141 lbs. back in 2018-2019 to compare to what I’m doing now. I dropped 130 lbs. in 2018 with an additional 11 lbs. from Jan-Mar 2019.
Continue readingStill Moving
I just realized that I’ve been updating social media on my weight loss but not really posting about it here…the last time I posted here I was still at 411 lbs.
Continue reading04/365
Day 4/365
SW 445 lbs.
CW 411 lbs.
Another 2 lbs. down- a total of 9 lbs. in 3 days.
AMAZING…huh?
Continue readingListen To Me
Why should I listen to you…you’re still fat???
Learn from me- it’s taken me 44 years to get the knowledge I have…and I’m literally still learning. If you are younger, you can take my knowledge and built on it and, one day in the long future, someone may be able to use this knowledge to actually lose weight.
Continue readingAnother NSV
If my wife and I had a motto, it would be – “…that’s what the fuck we do.”
Nothing sums up our almost 20 years together than those 6 words.
Continue reading#FocusOn2
200 lbs is a lot of weight to lose…it’s a massive goal that will take over a year to accomplish and it can get really frustrating when you plateau or even gain wait.
Continue readingDon’t Exercise
I Am Supernatural
This is a review of the #SupernaturalVR app. I’m not affiliated or paid to write this.
I like to do things a bit differently, so I won’t make you read the entire thing for my final verdict- it’s amazing, I love it and I feel it’s well worth the price tag.
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